It's getting so complicated fitting all the training in with a husband who works 10 hour days 3 days a week, 30 minutes away, to work myself, 30 minutes away, and to balance our wonderful kids and who's going to watch them when so I can get these last few weeks of quality workouts in.
Those were the thoughts of the last few days. Those measly thoughts
Today is different
Today my Dad is in the hospital. Very sick. He's so tired of being sick. We're all so tired of not having answers and solutions. I want him there at Ironman. He wants to be there at Ironman to watch me "win". I love those inspirational people who can let circumstances like this motivate and push them. Who work harder with the thoughts of loved ones in their head and hearts. I tried to be one of them this morning and I just wasn't. Not today. Get well soon Dad, I need you.